Thoughts of you fill my head
Even after avoiding them at all cost
I try to comprehend the possibility of you and me but
Somehow it doesn't seem right
Then again when I hear your voice
My heart gets stirred up again
So everytime that phone rings
I pray and hope you aren't on the other end
Time allows me to escape my feelings for you
I wonder if you know and try to maintain
Your position in my world
I hope with every new day
You'd no longer be a thought taking up space
That day hasn't come
As for now time will be my escape from hearing your voice
Emotions flooding back in
Making my soul burn
With desire for you
Friday, January 30, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
January 29, 2009
Out of all the BB apps, I am still quite impressed with Slacker radio! I can't now imagine life without it. Get all kinds of wonderful music with endless possibilities. Listening to Sade's Lover's Rock! Nice mellow way to start my morning. I may jus sign up 4 the paid version.
It's good to always have a person you can talk to when things get crazy. Because of some events that have taken place because of a person's need to be selfish and unconcerned for others, I have gained a friend to replace the one I lost. Sometimes life throws a curve ball and you just gotta know when to hit. The last couple of days have been a learning experience. I am sure I will have many more.
It's good to always have a person you can talk to when things get crazy. Because of some events that have taken place because of a person's need to be selfish and unconcerned for others, I have gained a friend to replace the one I lost. Sometimes life throws a curve ball and you just gotta know when to hit. The last couple of days have been a learning experience. I am sure I will have many more.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
January 28, 2009~Heartache
My heart feels heavy not quite sure why
Thought I wouldn't care if you walked out my life
Figured I'd be better off anyway
Still a part of me feels sadness when I realize I'll never look at you the same
You can't play games with people's emotions and think there'll be no repercussions
My heart will ache for a bit but funny how time heals all wounds
Never imagined you'd do me this way
Laugh and smile in my face all the while doing the same to someone else
Thinkin you slick and u can't get caught
Bet now you wish you would have thought twice
Playing with fire will get you burned
My heart will ache but time will eventually take it away
One day you'll awake and realize all that you've desired is what you already had
Now it's only too late to get it all back
Somehow we always reap what we sow
Thought I wouldn't care if you walked out my life
Figured I'd be better off anyway
Still a part of me feels sadness when I realize I'll never look at you the same
You can't play games with people's emotions and think there'll be no repercussions
My heart will ache for a bit but funny how time heals all wounds
Never imagined you'd do me this way
Laugh and smile in my face all the while doing the same to someone else
Thinkin you slick and u can't get caught
Bet now you wish you would have thought twice
Playing with fire will get you burned
My heart will ache but time will eventually take it away
One day you'll awake and realize all that you've desired is what you already had
Now it's only too late to get it all back
Somehow we always reap what we sow
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
January 27, 2009~When the light comes on!
You've done all you can to prove your heart's desires
Then again was it what they desired as well
You've made the calls
Gave it your all
But still it seems as if it doesn't matter
So you try again a little bit harder
Then one day without so much as a notice
The light comes on and you say "Forget this"
Why keep giving if there is no receiving in return
Why put yourself out there if you constantly get burned
That is when the light comes on
And so you give that very ultimatum and hope that it will change the situation
Only to realize that it still won't matter
Cause the light hasn't come on for the latter
Then again was it what they desired as well
You've made the calls
Gave it your all
But still it seems as if it doesn't matter
So you try again a little bit harder
Then one day without so much as a notice
The light comes on and you say "Forget this"
Why keep giving if there is no receiving in return
Why put yourself out there if you constantly get burned
That is when the light comes on
And so you give that very ultimatum and hope that it will change the situation
Only to realize that it still won't matter
Cause the light hasn't come on for the latter
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