January 8, 2009

Sometimes you don't understand why things happen but they just happen and you have to accept them as they happen. I know how I feel about certain things in my life and as much as I try to understand why I feel that way, it doesn't always make sense to me. I guess in due time it will reveal itself or just all together go away but until that happens you have to deal with it as it happens. Sometimes I wish my heart would listen to my head but I guess if it did that I wouldn't have had the many experiences I have had thus far in my lifetime. This is not for fortune nor fame just me expressing myself through literary means which my soul will not, cannot deny. Time....always moves at it's own pace and shall not be moved.

January 7, 2009

It's that kind of quiet day where not much is needed to be said but I gotta keep writing!

A Moment of Creativity

The first time I felt his lips his hands made my soul feel on fire.
Some kind of passion that seemed almost unbearable to control.
Wanted to unleash the desire within me to remove every article of clothing to feel him inside me.
No need to hide my motive we were already headed in that direction.
Might as well not fake the funk now.
Time to get our groove thang going and reach that pure point of ecstasy that we've been searching for.

January 6, 2009

Well actually it's the 7th but I fell asleep and went right into the new day. Communication is not always an easy task. I try but it's not always successful but I still try. Sometimes you get to your wits end and you want to give up but there is that part of you that just can't. I wonder if you ever get past that part? There are some people that I have met in the past who have a way of brightening up my day or even making my day and that always makes me smile. It's funny how in the beginning you never expect it to get that way but it does. I like that sometimes we can feed off of each other's positive energy. There are instances where it can be a negative feed but for the most part I try to avoid that. I have also realized that some connections are only for a season and it's a reality that is sometimes hard to swallow.

January 5, 2009

Almost let this day slip away without at least putting something down. I am trying to be consistent and hopefully it will last all year! It is what it is!

January 4, 2009

The heart wants what the heart wants even if it can't have what it wants. I think I feel things sometimes deeper than I would like to but can't seem to help feel. My decision to expose some sides of myself through my writing was a big decision for me. I'm quite private and somewhat uncertain of letting people in but in someways I'd like to change that. There always is gonna be a part of yourself that you want to keep to yourself but it doesn't have to be all of you. So everyday little by little, I am going to expose a little more of myself so as not to be afraid of exposure. There will be some days when I will not be feeling like exposure and that'll be alright with me!