There Are Gonna Be

There are gonna be some days when I'm just not feeling you
Some days when you won't feel me too
There are gonna be some days when listening to you will get on my last nerve
Some days when listening to me will get on your last nerves too
There are gonna be some days when the sight of you angers me
Some days when the sight of me angers you
There are gonna be some days when I just can't get enough of you
Some days when you can't get enough of me too
There are gonna be some days when the sight of you turns me on
Some days when the sight of me turns you on too
There are gonna be some days when I'll fall in love with you all over again
Some days when you'll fall in love with me all over again too
There are gonna be everyday that I am grateful for you
Everyday you'll be grateful for me too
There are gonna be everyday that I'll love you
Everyday you'll love me too

On The Outside Looking In

The window was dirty no matter how many times I tried to clean it,
it remained the same.
I thought I no longer needed you, wanted you, desired you,
but I still do just the same.
As I look through this window I see,
that you have moved on from me.
Smiling the way I use to make you smile.
Laughing the way I use to make you laugh.
Kissing "her" the way you use to kiss me.
I try yet again to clean this dirty window as I looked in.
I wanted, needed to see the face of the woman who,
gives you all that I once gave you.
I leaned in closer tried to see, then I realized,
the woman looking back out was me.

Random Thoughts

I don't like when my hormones are off because of "Auntie" on her way for a visit. It makes me act out of character and almost react to things I really could care less about. The good thing is I only have to deal with this for a couple of days and then things are back to normal! It's amazing how emotional I can be even when I don't want to be or need to be. As I get older, I get better at maintaining my composure and not making a complete fool of myself. Those are the kind of days I don't want to relive. Good thing is every experience I have had...good or bad, has taught me something!! Some of my favorite lessons: never put all your eggs in one basket unless you're sure that one won't break, if it doesn't kill you it makes you stronger, it is what it is and if it is meant to be, it'll be!! Some of these have taught me a valuable lesson, given me strength and kept me positive even when there wasn't a reason to be. I am just grateful to live life with all its many ups n downs.

Moving On

I thought I'd linger a little while longer.
Hoping you would come to your senses.
All the signs were there but I wasn't willing to accept them.
Now I am left with this empty space not quite sure how to fill it.
Thing is someone has almost taken your place.
I'm somewhat numb about the whole thing but the Sun is beginning to peek between the clouds.
Moving on isn't always an easy thing to do but in some cases necessary to do.
Never had I thought this road we would travel but alas it has come to be.
Moving on is something we both need to do.