He Danced With Me

With his hand in my hand, he embraced me for the very first time as his wife. I was in my wedding gown and him in his tux. I never thought we would make it to this point. The beginning was a rough start but my heart wouldn’t give up. I knew he was the one, just didn’t know when our love would take place. When I closed my eyes sometimes, I would see us dancing and I knew that it had to be more than a dream. Time was only waiting for the two of us to get it together. The record began to play and as the sound of Lifehouse’s “Everything” began to blast from the speakers, my heart began to skip a beat as he attempted to sing the lyrics in my ear. Tears filled my eyes and as they rolled down my face, I reached a level of happiness I had never known before. Many of the guest looked surprised because they were unfamiliar with the song but as they listened to the lyrics, they realized that it fit the moment perfectly. I struggled many times with this song because I knew it represented everything that I ever felt for him but had doubts he would ever open up enough to see that the love I had inside my heart was only for him. He was my "Everything" and now I could spend the rest of my life showing him.

101st

So this is my 101st post and I can't believe I have written so many post. Today is also Sweetest Day and I think it should be for the men but that is my opinion. There are a lot of men out there who do good by and for the person in their life and don't get recognized enough for it. So if you have that kind of guy in your life, today is a good day to show him just how much he means to you. Men are known not to show their emotions but I am sure that sometimes they would like to be ravished and spoiled as they do for us. If you don't have a sweetie then today would be a good day to spoil and ravish your own self. It's all about love and it is something we need and should make a priority in our lives and so sometimes you have to go out of the way to show such emotion. You never know just what you may get in return. As I always say, love is the ultimate self-expression, so go out and express.

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It's all a mirage
What you see
Isn't what you get
Broken in many pieces
And no one has put me back together yet
It's my own fault
For believing in shit
That doesn't really exist
Yet just when I think
The reality of it all is to be
My mind plays tricks on me
My heart goes along
Only cause it doesn't know any better
Been sold a pipe dream
Off someone else's history
But yet my reality is the
Possibility of never seeing you again
And you moving along
Breaking into pieces
Cause I'm not there
To give you the glue
To hold it all together
Yet my mind tells my heart
And it easily follows
It doesn't know any better
Yet the pieces began to form
They gather into a shape
And alas time
Has made me whole once again

Only In My Dreams

I thought I was done
Finally over you
But when I close my eyes
My heart still finds you
Yearns for you
I feel your hands all over my body
My lips savoring the taste of you
But only in my dreams do I find you
I wake up moist between my thighs
From dreams of you inside
Giving me thrusts of pleasure I've only known
For a short while
It almost seems real
Until I open my eyes
And you aren't beside me
Fast asleep from all
The night before activity
Yet for a few moments
I bask in an afterglow
Of the physical we shared
Only moments ago
It's as if my heart and mind are playing tricks on me
Making me believe in a reality
That no longer exist for you and me
So when I close my eyes
And fall fast asleep
I will only see you in my dreams