And The Conclusion Is

I wish I didn't love you
Then it wouldn't hurt so much
To walk away and not follow my ♥​
My ♥​ tells me I should stay wait it out
Because she feels you so much
But my mind is tired of the guessing game
Haven't quite figured out all the answers
But came to the conclusion that moving on
Is better for the both of us
Funny how we seem so good together
But at the same time almost a bad habit to break
A chemical reaction to love's overdose
Complications from silent thoughts
Uncertainty of positions being held in our hearts
So we travel in this cosmic circle not sure of where we belong
Too afraid to speak on it just in case we're wrong
My time is precious and I don't use it sparingly
Yet your expectations change daily
I am who I am
I feel what I feel
I will not apologize for
Believing in love and loving you
Just sorry you couldn't believe in
You and me

Maybe Next Lifetime

You have been my muse
I have loved you from the very beginning
Somehow my love is just not enough
To sustain you
So I must go on
Let you be
Maybe one day
You'll come back to me
It was simple for me
Complicated for you
Didn't have to be that way
My love was here to stay
I just wanted to love you
Share my ♥​ and soul
With you
Somehow my love is just not enough
Maybe next lifetime
We'll be
As one
Souls joined together
Forming a union
Where no man can put us
Asunder
My love will always be here for you
Maybe next lifetime
Your love will be there for me

It's In His Essence

Chocolate layers
Hands strewn across
Begging reaching for more
Long limber
Moving ever so gently

Making sure not to miss a spot
Giving flow that feels so good
Finding that spot hidden beneath

On the prowl like a lion
Searching for his prey
Wrapping his arm around your waist
Giving pleasure that's more than can be handled

Chocolate layers
Hands strewn across
Long limber
Moving ever so gently

Looking for places missed
By his lips
Giving pleasure unspoken off

Chocolate layers
Hands strewn across
Long limber
Moving ever so gently