March 9, 2009 Honestly

It amazes me that in this time, we can't tell people how we really feel because we are so afraid of how they may react or if they feel the same. I get tired of holding it in and when I do express myself, I don't quite get the reaction I was hoping for but nevertheless, I refuse to let that deter me. I am a hopeless romantic @ heart and I am not afraid to admit it. It stifles my creativity to not express myself and when I express myself with words to a particular person, it comes from a different depth of my soul. As much as I try to run from it, hide from it or just plain deny it, my need to express myself with words is a like oxygen and water. I cannot survive without neither. I will not let the weight of the world's view on love, like or openly expression prevent me from letting my soul speak freely. It is who I am and if other souls are unable to embrace it, know that it is genuine and accept it, well then quite frankly, it's their loss! To be loved by me and placed into the depths of my soul, is an experience unlike any other and quite unforgettable.